I just need it

I've spent the week flying under the radar, letting my hives find their way out. I'm on a very modified diet until my test results return to make sure I don't have a gluten allergy, which I doubt very seriously. The most likely cause for my flare ups seem to lie in irritated tissues that were futher irritated by .... everything on the planet.

I have learned something very important about myself this week, I don't like to be told no. I knew this before but it really pissed me off this time.

No sugar. No bread. No milk. No soy milk. No wheat. No rice. No cheesburger. No. No. No.

Ok. So I sacrafice a few things to give my body a little more time to heal. But of all the things I've put on hold this week (including ROME) one thing seems to irritate me the most. That one carnal pleasure that has been on hold too long. I miss the taste, the heat, the rush of adrenaline, the feel of my fingers running lightly down the side of a STARBUCKS ORANGE MOCHA ORGASM!!

By Monday, hives be damned. I will be back.